Four Hours Sleep?

[mbarrick]

No problem! I'll be up to move house in a scant four hours, but I don't really care about the lack of sleep. I've polished off a mickey of gin and then some, about 30 oz all totalled (who me? Drink? Never!) I fugyre if I can slog a field radio 10Km on virtually no sleep I can do this. I also had the drunken bravado to tell someone that I've got a crush on them. In fact there are three people that I have a sincere interest in at this point. For once I am going to explore all three possibilities and not just leap at the first available oprtunity. I've made enough serial-monogamy related mistakes. Time to slow down, explore my options, and *date* rather than dive in to hot-and-heavy relationships. Honestly, I'm getting too old to keep fucking up. Instead of going deep and catching whatever is thrown at me I intend to examine my options with a little more relection and really think about what in right for me. For once I am not going to play Robin Hood or "knight in shining armor". I want to know that I am wanted before I offer up what I have to give.

Comments

[uberbabe.livejournal.com]

I am SO happy for you... you have no idea how good it is to hear that your doing well...

I'd love to know who you blurted out your crush to (I live vicariously thru my friends)

LOL

[mbarrick.livejournal.com]

I may need to change my assertion that a mickey (or "fifth" as Americans say) is *not* a single-serving size. I blurted directly to crushee in question. I seem to be developing a habit for this. But as even more recent events (last night at Skank) have proven that at least in one case it was a good idea.

My life remains a mess, I'm confused as hell, but it's a happy, fun, flirty confused. So I'll just go with it.

Re: LOL

[uberbabe.livejournal.com]

I may need to change my assertion that a mickey (or "fifth" as Americans say) is *not* a single-serving size.

No, it doesn't even qualify as a single serving... now a twixer.. that's a healthy serving!

[deckards-sixth.livejournal.com]

I want to know that I am wanted before I offer up what I have to give.

Damn STRAIGHT. *nods*

[seymour-glass.livejournal.com]

i've found with the ladies playing little john doesn't help either...ha ha...it's a good plan for you can't save anyone who doesn't want saving...and exploring your options can be a lot of fun!!! nothing like some fuel to loosen your tongue...ha ha...

[valerian.livejournal.com]

I'm getting too old to keep fucking up. Instead of going deep and catching whatever is thrown at me I intend to examine my options with a little more relection and really think about what in right for me... I want to know that I am wanted before I offer up what I have to give.

Couldn't have said it better myself. ;)