Crash

[mbarrick]

O.K., everything is relatively back to normal now. I have my apartment back. Nobody has stirred up any unnecessary shit for about a week. Things continue to go wonderfully with Elaine. I had a great weekend and got some kick-ass pictures. But now that there is nothing immediately stressing me out or pissing me off I'm crashing. I've also become accustomed now to disaster and false accusations so part of me is just waiting for the next round of bullshit. Certainly that is not a good state to be in.

It's going to be a long day at work. My concentration is completely off, as is my motivation. I wish I could just go home, but even with contentration and motivation, I still have obligation. The world waits for no man.

Comments

[ladyvermath.livejournal.com]

Would you be so kind as to pass on your recipe for anti-drama. I'd love to have a calm life.

O-GAUD!

[mbarrick.livejournal.com]

Organization of Goths Against Unecessary Drama.

Re:

[seymour-glass.livejournal.com]

it's all within your control...but it takes time and practice...basically you have to choose what drama you allow in your life...if you choose not to let much of that drama affect you then over time it doesn't seem to find you as much as it used to...it all goes back to the fact that you have the choice to control your reaction to anything in your life...the less you let it affect you, the less the effect it has on you...