A Really Sucky Night

[mbarrick]

I cannot begin to express how utterly nauseating (in a Sartrean sense) and miserable tonight was. She gave back the ring and I lost my composure. Grown man crying time. Never a pretty sight. I fucked this up. Why? Because I am a mess. I am Rip Van Winkle before his nap. I'm Woody Allen. I am completely oblivious as to what I really want out of life and I drag people along from the ride as I make one fuck up after another. I am, in fact, so pathetic that I suck up for sympathy in my blog.

I really need to get my head screwed on straight.

Comments

[opium.livejournal.com]

This makes no sense to me...everyone was happy and I was miserable. Now I'm becoming happy and everyone else's life is becoming miserable. You and Ivana are having problems (I don't know the full extent...), Mike and his girlfriend broke up, Shelley and Jason broke up, my friend disfigurine's brother killed himself. What the hell is going on?