A Really Sucky Night

[mbarrick]

I cannot begin to express how utterly nauseating (in a Sartrean sense) and miserable tonight was. She gave back the ring and I lost my composure. Grown man crying time. Never a pretty sight. I fucked this up. Why? Because I am a mess. I am Rip Van Winkle before his nap. I'm Woody Allen. I am completely oblivious as to what I really want out of life and I drag people along from the ride as I make one fuck up after another. I am, in fact, so pathetic that I suck up for sympathy in my blog.

I really need to get my head screwed on straight.

Comments

[urban-creature.livejournal.com]

I agree with Lars so I won't repeat it. And I don't know the extent of your relationship with this woman, but as far as I can tell you're a sweet man and I'm sure you gave your best to the relationship. You seem to have a group of closely knit friendships and I know they will help you heal.